Hi friend. I get ALL of this. The anger, the unfairness.
I’m tempted to share my own experience because I too have PCOS and I did have to go through the terrible-awful that was IVF, to tell you that the ends justify the means and your prognosis isnt as bad as you might think and other bullshits that don’t really matter until you go through it.
What I will say is that it’s important to feel your feelings (which it sounds like you are) and move through them. I believe a lot in plans and purpose and meaning, but it never feels that way until, again, you’ve gotten on the other side. It’s always hell in the hallway.
Keep doing what you’re doing and sharing about it. It’s important. ❤️