Honestly, it’s perfectly reasonable to take a break until you have the energy to dedicate to it. It’s SO easy to get fatigued when things don’t pan out immediately or you have some bad experiences. That’s what I did. I’d take breaks as needed and then come back to it when I had the energy. You know, it also consumes energy just being anxious or nervous about meeting a new person and dressing nicely and then meeting them, etc. So take it as you go. It’s always good spending more time with you! Something will work out when it’s meant to. Good luck!!